always.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

this post is dedicated to JAJ.

julene, ashley, jolene.

ok i look super retarded in this picture.
well well well.
i don't really care.
haha :D
yea i like JAJ.
cos its really COOL ok!
with people like me, of course lah!
hehe jkjk.

julene, ashley and jolene.
JAJ!
yayness. :D
today on the bus, the three of us took picture too!
shall upload it some other time! (:

thanks ashley for being a really wonderful friend! i know i'm very pretty. thanks.
and thanks julene for bring the craziest friend ever!

ok thats the end for today.
i need to sleep.
goodnight everyone!

a sea of dreams.

where am i heading towards?

results are out.

everything.

yeah so jolene, you've seen everything for yourself.

you suck.

well, maybe many people think that your life is perfect enough, but no. it's not.

the results serve as a wake up call.

wake up from your senses, stop daydreaming.

it isn't going to help.

to hope is hopeless.

so pull up your socks.

stress stress stress.

ok school was RATHER FUN today!
we went for learning journey after school!
to science centre.
erhhh and we watched a movie abt MUMMIES!
the FUN part was actually being with my friends and all!
not the movie.
the movie was quite ok though.

it reminded me of my holiday to egypt 2 years back!
i love egypt.
it was so fun with philip, nicholas, deborah, hiokyeong, daniel and all!
especially on river nile!
i miss all of you. :D

ok back to the learning journey. (:

1. I CAMWHORED throughout the bus rides.
2. I bought lots of FOOD with Julene. (urghhh jolene, you shouldn't eat so much!)
3. JAJ took pictures!
4. Natalie slept on the bus.
5. Singyi was very tired too.

blah blah blah.
to sum up,

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

thanks people, for bringing laughter to my life.
thanks for making me love school once again.
thanks for standing by me all the time.
thanks for fooling around with me.
thanks for everything.
without you guys, i dunno what i will become.
love you guys forever. (:

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

why is everything getting from bad to worse?
i have no idea.
urghhh. it's hurting again.
this time its like really really.
why must it be at this moment?
when i'm like really determined to work hard?!
no way. i must persist. till the last moment.
no giving up, jolene.

Sprint. Jump. Fly.

urgghhh there are so many things to be done!
hate it.
hate it.
hate it.

well.
tomorrow we're going to the Science Centre!
ok good!
I shall enjoy myself and have loads of fun!

ashley chong, i ROCK ok!
you throw the honey star and i caught it with my mouth!
yay! (:

i look forward to school everyday because i look forward to being with my friends.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! :D

i like SINGYI cause she loves ERNIE!
i like CANDIA cause she's so cute!
i like BOONHUI cause she's so talkative!
i like JULENE cause she's so funny!
i like YUSHU cause she lets me eat her food!
i like ASHLEY cause i think she craps all the time!
i like YANTIAN cause i love her honeystars!
i like YUANJING cause she laughs like a hyena!
i like VARSHA cause she's so nice! (hmmm sounds so cliche!)
i like NATALIE cause she LOVES me!

etc etc.

THANK YOU FRIENDS, FOR MAKING MY LIFE SO COLOURFUL!
LOVE YOU GUYS!
<3!

Monday, April 28, 2008

我们的歌

天空是什么颜色，大地又是什么颜色
年少该为生命，天上彩色
天空到底有多高，大地到底有多广
我们该为世界，付出自己的骄傲

日子化为锦龙，给你我一份感动
总有一天，我会在天的那边，画出一道彩虹
日子化为锦龙，点燃所有笑容
让我为你，祝福所有的梦

让我们跑得更快，飞得更高，更坚强面对未来
就算是天塌下来，再多阻碍，一颗心永不言败

让我们为生命喝彩，为年少舞起来，为付出写下激昂澎湃
让我们为知音喝彩，为泪水笑起来，为你我把心打开.

i got this from le xin's blog!
haha yeah, this is titong's song!
its super nice!
hahahha.

I LOVE TITONG! (:
<3!

Childhood.

Childhood, sweet and sunny childhood,
With its careless, thoughtless air,
Like the verdant, tangled wildwood,
Wants the training hand of care.

See it springing all around us --
Glad to know, and quick to learn;
Asking questions that confound us;
Teaching lessons in its turn.

Who loves not its joyous revel,
Leaping lightly on the lawn,
Up the knoll, along the level,
Free and graceful as a fawn?

Let it revel; it is nature
Giving to the little dears
Strength of limb, and healthful features,
For the toil of coming years.

He who checks a child with terror,
Stops its play, and stills its song,
Not alone commits an error,
But a great and moral wrong.

Give it play, and never fear it --
Active life is no defect;
Never, never break its spirit --
Curb it only to direct.

Would you dam the flowing river,
Thinking it would cease to flow?
Onward it must go forever --
Better teach it where to go.

Childhood is a fountain welling,
Trace its channel in the sand,
And its currents, spreading, swelling,
Will revive the withered land.

Childhood is the vernal season;
Trim and train the tender shoot;
Love is to the coming reason,
As the blossom to the fruit.

Tender twigs are bent and folded --
Art to nature beauty lends;
Childhood easily is moulded;
Manhood breaks, but seldom bends.

(David Bates)

Sometimes i'm just thinking, would i be happier if i continue being a child? An innocent child who never grows up. Everything around me is changing, day by day. I'm now actually fourteen . Seriously unbeliveable. I would like so much to go back to the past. School ends at 1.30 pm. And thats it. You head home, shower, do your homework and go to bed. Sometimes you play a little. Now it's like totally impossible. I'm so tired.

I'm gonna snap any moment.

Where's my childhood?
My sweet sweet childhood.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

i went for titong investiture today!
it was really really nice and heartwarming yeah.
ok i will elaborate another time!
have to go and chiong my work now! )=
so last minute! haiz.

anyway,
I LOVE TITONG!

talked to philip just now!
hahaha.
two years seem to pass so fast!
time really flies!
i love those times we had in egypt, together with daniel, nicholas, deborah and hiokyeong! (:

miss you guys!

This is my e learning homework!
Its finally done! A round of applause please! For my hardwork! (:
Its a redaction describing singapore in 2108!

je crois que la Singapour sera une ville plus pleine de vie dans 2108.la technologie ira faire très avancé.Les voitures voleront dans l'air, comme les avions maintenant.Il y aura des robots automatisés pour nous aider dans nos travaux de routine quotidiens et nous aider même dans nos courses d'épicerie!il n'y aura plus de mendiants dans les rues en raison de l'amélioration gigantesque de la technologie.la Singapour deviendra un centre de commerce et arts. cela deviendra une ville agitée et buzzling comme New york. par-dessus le marché cela deviendra un moyeu sportif, qui sera capable de tenir les jeux Olympiques prestigieux.beaucoup de possiblities nous attendent en 2108.je crois que la Singapour deviendra un vraiment joli endroit. j'accueille 2108.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i'm so tired now.
urghhh.

once again,
I LOVE VJC.
I LOVE VJC.
I LOVE VJC.

*yawn* i'm sleeping soon.

to this very interesting museum creature!
hello.
why you dun dare to reply to OUR messages?
very shocked arh?
sorry lah, i didn't mean it !
it was just our revenge.
and this is only the start!

today, i went VJC open house!

I LOVE VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE.

Friday, April 25, 2008

today's 100m time trial proved a lot of things.
many people commented on my run too.

1. Aisyah says that my speed is there, I just have to improve and open up my stride.
2. Melissa says that my stride is small.
3. Wen Rui says that my armswing is wrong.
4. Mr Seem says that my armswing is all screwed up.

Conclusion:
1. My STRIDE is TOO SMALL.
2. My ARMSWING is SO SCREWED.

jolene.
wow you think rather highly of yourself huh?
erm you're not as good as what you think.
in fact you suck you know that?
you can't even beat her.
you can't even run properly.
no matter how determined you are, you still can't do it.
you didn't push yourself to your max.
you didn't do your best.
you're such a loser.

i'm so sorry people.
especially aisyah.
i let you down.
i'm sorry.
i'll do my best next time.
i promise.
i don't care even if i drop dead or lie flat on the ground after the run.
yes.

i have to improve.
everyone else is.

thanks to all those who listened to me, cheered me up and made my day.
i believe that at the end of the day, i learnt something new.
i must never be complacent.
never never.

thanks everyone. :D

p.s. hanan runs like the wind!
hanan hanan, i like you! remember our deal! (:

and i love J5!

run fast. bigger strides. proper armswing.

please God, i need a miracle.

Training didn't make me feel great either.
sucks.

generally for everyone, long jump time trial wasn't very good i guess.
haiz.
nonetheless, good jump JUMPERS!
you've all did your best, i'm sure.

and there came the 100m time trial.
that sucked.
although i broke my pb, my timing was horrendous.

i ran my first 100m with Jingyi. i guess it was quite okay.

My second run was with Nicole.
she wanted to run with me, so i was like "okay..."
i knew too well that it would be a challenge for me.
afterall she's a dsa.
and i'm nothing.
my entire head was almost bursting.
i wanted to beat her so much so much.
really.
i kept telling myself over and over again, "I MUST BEAT her. I MUST."
and i DID NOT.
oh wow, jolene that's really great.
after the run, i almost cried. i tried hard to control my tears cause i didn't want her to see.
yeah.
what happened to all my tenacity? all gone.

My third run was with aisyah, tiffany, hanan and nicole.
yes, and i was nowhere near the top.
in fact i got last.
last.
i hate this word.
my timing was shit. cause i was really really tired.
there was lactic acid, which almost killed me.

after everything, it was cool down time.
i wasn't feeling great at that time.
my thigh was hurting like crap.
and i felt so loser.

but thanks to all my fellow jumpers.
who made me feel much better.
i love you guys.

thanks tiffany.
thanks aisyah.
thanks melissa.
thanks wendelynn.
thanks leng jen.
thanks jueying.
thanks jingyi.
thanks jie wei.
thanks hanan.
thanks xian tong.
thanks yan rui.
thanks wen rui.
thanks jacinda.
thanks syu.

I LOVE YOU.

TODAY WAS A HORRIBLE DAY.
really really horrible.

What happened in school ruined my whole day.
I feel bad, i guess.
Sorry for everything. Sorry for what I've done.

hey jerk, i'm gonna get back at you, i promise. you wait. what do you think we girls are? for you to fool around? seriously. get a life, ~~you fucker.~~

Thursday, April 24, 2008

this post is dedicated to the CEDAR CROSS COUNTRY TEAM!

First if all, CONGRATULATIONS for doing so well yesterday!
Both C div and B div!
C div got 1st while B div got 2nd!
A round of applause!

B div cross runners, don't cry!
all of you have done your best!
i'm sure everyone can see that!

perhaps sometimes in life, winning isn't everything.
so long as you've done your best, and did yourself proud, there'll be no regret!
i guess the learning process is more crucial! :D
I'm sure next year we'll be able to do much better!

So, jiayous for the upcoming nationals!
We can do it! (:

I love Cedar Track and Field.
YOU ROCK.

CAT te

to give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift.

REMINDER.

i'm having time trial for long jump tomorrow.
the competition is like so damn tough.
~~dun think i can make it.~~
but i'll just try my best.
i think.
urghh.

~~jolene, you're such a loser.~~

school was quite ok today.

today at least i had a good laugh.
all thanks to yuan jing, varsha, candia, yan tian etc etc.
especially LIM YUAN JING.
eh woman, thanks for letting me pinch you until so hard!
hahaha.
after school everyone was like torturing yuan jing as if she was a criminal or what!
SO FUN!
omg, i sound so sadistic!
tsk tsk.
anyway, she looked like she suffered from depression.
really.
her hair was all in a mess.
and she tried to attack me!
i so scared.
then varsha protected me.
haha she's got some "motherly instinct" huh!

after that, i went home with YAN TIAN AND CANDIA !
so fun!
again on the bus we talk and talk.

ISSUES of the DAY:

1. Candia loves TORRES cause she thinks that he's very very super duper sweet! He has a tattoo of the day he first kissed his girlfriend!hahaha.
ok, so anyone who wants to woo candia, please take note!

2. Yan Tian didn't say much. But before she alighted, she said that she wants her boyfriend to BAKE for her! Take note too! :D

ok that's all for the report on our bus journey.

next we'll move on to talking about results.
my results suck.
fullstop.
the end.

was practising my piano just now.
sucks.
the music piece was supposed to be lively and cheerful.
and it turned out gloomy and all.
totally screwed.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I HATE FRENCH E-LEARNING.
SUCKS.

TODAY, we didnt go down to support the CEDAR CROSS COUNTRY TEAM cause mr seem didn't allow. D:

so we all went for training.
training was quite nice today.
or rather, very nice.
we did hurdle drills.
erhem, yeah i'm really bad at it.
cause my leg is short!
i'm like so envious of people who could do them really well.
cause i suck at it. D:

next came the best part!
we had time trial!
my favourite!
haha but we only did 40m. so sad!
i was rather pleased with my timing.
although there's still room for improvement.
i must do betetr next time round!
must not be complacent!
and i look back at my track log book, as compared to last year, i improved by about a second!
can't believe it man.
now my pb finally hit below 6 seconds!
haha. 5 seconds plus. :D
and mr seem says that i run faster than catholic high boys!

i love sprinting.
seriously.
when i'm sprinting, i dun think of anything else.
it's a marvellous feeling.
i feel like i'm so light, flying.
up up in the sky.
i love it.
i love it.
i love it.

you're my everything.

my favourite track.
old cedar track.
i love you.

I LOVE CEDAR JUMPS TEAM TOO. (:

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

SINGYI I LIKE YOU!

piano.

what i used to love.

now, it's a total stranger.

PIANO.

i used to love piano so much.

it was my passion.

yeah.

and now, i'm suddenly sick of it.

i dunno why.

perhaps i've been playing it for the past 9 or 10 years i guess.

just had my piano lesson.

got severe scolding from my teacher.

my grade 7 exam is round the corner.

and i'm not even playing to the best of my ability.

everything is like so screwed up, goodness.

what's my problem?

all of a sudden, piano seemed like a total stranger to me.

i remebered those days, i enjoyed playing pieces like "hot cross bun" and stuff at yamaha.

i dunno if i should continue playing the piano or give up?

i can tell from the expression of my teacher that she's disappointed.

very disappointed indeed.

afterall, she taught me for 9 years.

my music has no feelings now.

its just like a blank piece of paper.

gahhhh...

i hate it.

latest news.

john dun say that i'm kpo k.

ok. here.
john saw grace this afternoon.
he thinks that she's really pretty.
and that she so poor thing, eyes still so swollen.
aww ok that's so sweet right.
like candy!

puppy love is cute and sweet.
ok, that reminds me of myself in primary school.
haha, that seemed like a thousand years ago.
anyway. john is very happy today because he saw grace. :D

since i have nothing much to do, i shall blog about today.

1. english lesson wasn't very interesting but still can tahan.
2. pe sucked.
3. mother tongue was free period.
4. art was ok.
5. maths was err..ok, as usual.

then the best part came when i went home with yantian and candia!
1 3 5 gang!
haha. ok well.
the bus journey seemed so short, cause there was me.
hahaha.
and yeah we talked about david, lim yuan jing's idol i think.
LIM YUAN JING.
oh, i think you're just so cute.

ok back to my story.
candia says that she prefers musically-inclined guys.
woah.
and i guess ~~azaac~~ would be a good choice.
oh no, candia, dun kill me!
and yantian likes sporty guys.
like ~~her joel.~~
as for me, shh. it's a secret!
haha ok thats lame.

yeah well, after candia and yan tian alighted, i was all alone on the bus.
then i saw bryan and his friend.
but i didn't say hello.
hehe.
and then i reached home.
that's all for today.

tmr is CROSS COUNTRY NATIONALS!
at botanic garden!
GO CEDAR CROSS COUNTRY TEAM!
I LOVE YOU! <3!
YOU CAN DO IT!
really hope the whole track team (includes sprints, throws and jumps) will be down tmr!
mr seem, please let us go!
pleeeaaassseee!

i can't believe this happened.
i mean, as in we fell out just because of a stupid game.
it's really not worth.
my back hurts, a lot.
and the moment you rammed your whole arm against it, the pain was so sharp that i cried.
i hope you know that.
be it it was a rash action of yours, purposely or accidentally,
it doesn't really matter anymore.
i'm not cross anymore.
but yet you seem to be.
what's exactly going on?
i dun have a single idea.

alright.
today is french e-learning.
so i'm free now.
yay.

so now.
many people are quite curious about john and grace.
or rather, what's going on between them.
hahaha.
i shall update you guys on what's going on recently.
or rather, today.
today is nanyang's sports heats.
it'sheld at john's school, i'm not saying his school.
and yea, john is looking out for grace! he wants to see grace in action.
so sweet yeah!
erhem.
hahaha.
ok and grace is migrating soon. (mid july)
so sad.
so john, jiayou!
yeah.

hope the two of you live happily ever after, just like a fairytale!

happily ever after.

THE END. ( to be continued... )

Monday, April 21, 2008

today's training was rather nice though.
despite all the unhappy events.

mr seem showed us video clips and pictures of cedar jumps.
yeah, one of them showed leng jen doing triple jump.
yes.
leng jen, i'm really proud of you!
you must jiayou k!
i'm sure you can make it! :D
love.

and yeah, mr seem showed us his pictures too.
when he was young.
lol. everybody was laughing like mad.
he used to be really stylo ok.
not that now he's not!
oops.
mr seem is cute lah.

and yea, he talked to us about setting goals and how to go about achieving it.
it was rather beneficial to me, cause yeah, i've no motivation at all now.
at least it did help.

i love today's training.

my back hurts, for some reason.
i hate it.
anyway, i'll do my best for you guys.
hopefully it pays off.
thanks for being there or me all the time.

long jump. triple jump. high jump. hurdles.

lingering in the past;oblivious to the present.

just exactly what is wrong with me?

urgghhh. things seem to be getting worse day by day.

i guess i'm still kinda living in the past, complacent and stuff.

well, looking at my "wow, wonderful" results, i can't afford to that anymore.

i have to study hard.

if not, i wonder what will become of me.

last in the level?

i know too well that i dun want it.

yes.

i need motivation.

please help, someone!

i'm getting sick of my life.

i haven't had a good laugh for a long time.

my back is aching again. D:

TODAY TOTALLY SUCKED.

1. lessons sucked.

-especially english .

2. napfa sucked.

-i didn't push hard enough, i didn't do my best.

3. my science result sucked.

-didn't expect this kind of crap.

4. geography result sucked too.

-i expected that.

i've had enough of you.

ok fullstop.

i dun wanna say anymore.

you've changed.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

this post is specially dedicated to john and grace.

can't believe i'm doing this.

but yeah.

hello john and grace !

my juniors. i think. sort of.

if you really like each other, then yea, tell each other about how you feel yea?

dun be afraid. :D

dun kill me when you see this post.

all the best.

grace: john really likes you. (:

flipped and a flop.

haven't been feeling great recently.
i suddenly think that i'm really really useless.
as in really.
i realised that i can't do anything properly.
i can't perform.
just what the hell is wrong with me?
i don't get anything and everything.
seriously.

hoovering up and down in my rolling chair while staring at the ceiling has awkwardly turn into a habit. its pure wastage of time but there are times when you just need to sit back ~~not relax~~ and think of well, whatever that comes to your mind. poignant regret.

i need a miracle.

life is so complicated.

Friday, April 18, 2008

got back maths result today.
not exactly amazing.
it was kinda mediocre i guess.
why is my maths like so weak?
i dun get it.
no matter how hard i try, it's still that way.
urghhh.

next we had training at toa payoh stadium.
with the sprinters!
yippee!
haha ok sprinters are COOL!
i like taffy.
i like amanda.
i like cheryl.
i like celynn.
i like jin rong.
etc etc etc.

and and and.
i nearly lost my wallet today!
how careless can i get!
i apparently left it on the bus, but luckily amanda saw it!
haha thanks! :D

training was rather ok i guess.
i'm super tired now!
gonna sleep soon i guess.
*yawns*

do you know why you're still single until now?
cos ~~you suck.~~
wait, i'm being so mean.
but seriously, you act as if you know everything, but in actual fact, you know nothing.
thats pathetic.
so what if you dun like my attitude?
i dun really give a damn.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

oh i forgot something.
haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIZHEN!

break pb for allcomers!
you can do it! :D

i'm gonna blog now.
nothing much happened today.
school was kinda boring.
especially maths.
and literature.
urghhh.
and french was quite bearable today luckily.
but i didn't understand a single thing the teacher said. )=
perhaps i'm too stupid to understand anything!
well.

haha.
anyway, i'm trying for national jc and victoria jc ip.
hopefully i get in!
ARIEL is obsessed with IP!
haha.
that was rather random! hehe.

what else...
hmm.
thanks natalie, thanks julene. thanks everybody!
who stood up for me!
that bitch is seriously.
beyond description of words... and her beauty surpasses the evolution of mankind (quoted from nicholas again. )

to misss BITCHY UNIVERSE:
please think it over seriously will you?
you really think that you're wow, so pretty?
let me tell you, you're wrong.
very very wrong.
oops.

ok i shant be angry because of that freak.
jolene, be happy.
if not you'll get wrinkles, and you wont be pretty pretty anymore!
hahaha.
ok i shall end off here.
:D

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

can things go back to before?
why are you suddenly treating me in this manner?
i don't have a slightest idea.
depressed.
i'm sorry.

today hasn't been really nice.

1. I forgot to bring my handphone to school.

2. Early in the morning, the first person i saw on the bus was cheryl. that cute cute junior. and she nearly mistook me for jinrong, due to my haircut.

3. I went to school. And everyone who knows me were like totally shocked when they saw me and my new hairstyle. this is really bad. ~~my hairstyle sucks.~~
ewww jolene, what did you do to your hair?

4. I didnt go for training casue i was coughing.

5. I came home, went to see doctor.

6. I received nasty smses from a super egostic flirtatious bimbotic bitch (quoted from nicholas).

7. I'm super tired. And i havent completed my homework. And there's french class tmr.

MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED UP.

can you like seriously get a life? you're really a bitch man.
can't believe such a person like you actually exist.
haha, and dun try to be sarcastic, cos it shows that you're jealous, loser.

joseph chan and constance cho. get out of my life.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Balloons! :D
the gravity of love.

a soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and has keys to fit our locks.when we feel safe enough to open the locks, our true-self step out and we can be completely who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be. each unveils the best part of the other. no matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise. our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. when we're 2 balloons and together our direction is up , chances are we've found the right person.

our soulmate is one who makes life comes to life

today, mr ang told us about how he was involved in an accident.
yea, he nearly died. i shan't go on to explain the details cos there's like no point. ok yeah, so he said that at the moment, when his car collided into another car, scenes for his p6 graduation, secondary 4 O levels just flashed through his mind. he said that, after such an accident, he has learnt to cherish life and everyone around him even more. he said that he has been neglecting his wife for the past few months due to schoolwork and table tennis nationals and stuff. yea.

well, life is really fragile. one moment, i may be sitting here, talking to you, another moment, i may be dead. we wouldn't know what would happen to us the next second, next minute, next hour, next day, next week, next year. ok fullstop. so, in order not to leave any traces of regret in our lives, we should treasure it.
yes.
and we musn't forget our loved ones.
who are always there for us.
just like mr ang and his wife.
awww so sweet.

ok back to the story.
yeah i must cherish whatever i have now and be easily contented.
i will live life to the fullest, do things that i enjoy.
i will treasure all my lovely friends, and spend more time with them.

ok, to all my friends,
" I LOVE YOU. "

a smile which brings me back to you.

ok jolene, stop being sad.
i must smile, cause julene said before that i look don't look nice when i cry.

here's a short story written by julene low.

One day, Jolene was putting on her makeup.
She drew her eyebrows, plucked them, put foundation, moisturizer, dewer, suntan lotion on her face, then put glitter all over, then put mascara, then eyeliner, then lipgloss then lipbalm then lipstick then eye shadow, then conditioner and serum in her hair. Then she went for a date with Julene. She took 695 hours altogether. Julene didn't even put ANY makeup at all but Julene is still prettier than Jolene.

ok that was rather random.
it's written by julene.
so yeah, up to the readers to decide who is prettier!

JULENE LOW I LOVE YOU.

i shut my eyes.
and the world falls dead.

all i've got...
all i've got is insane.

I'm having a BAD DAY.
As in really really bad.

1. My muscles are ACHING like crap from yesterday's training.
2. I got terrible scolding from my piano teacher.
3. I realised that i no longer have passion towards playing the piano, after learning it for like 9 years?
4. I screwed up my 2.4km.
5. I'm really pissed. Cause of my hair. Went for a haircut today, it was a rash decision of mine, again.

yes, my day is so screwed up.
jolene lee, when can you stop making rash decisions?
when can you start thinking properly with your brains?
your brains aren't there for nothing.
alright.
urgghhhh.
let's just hope that i won't be a laughing stock in school tmr.
that's it.

i suck.

distance, i want it that way. /

i'm getting sick and tired of all these.

seriously.

to all the ~~jerks~~ out there: its DOLLS over BALLS forever babyyy!

thanks catherine, for always being there for me!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

thanks nicholas!
good luck to your team too!
hope we meet in the finals!
and yea, i will do my best!
hahaha! (:

hello!
i am super super duper tired now.
came back from marina square!
hahha (:
anyway i shall start my photo spamming!
there's more to come i think!
hahaha.

clara, me and hanan walking towards our starting point.

my 4 X 100 metres team got second! love you guys.

run, babe!

i'm standing on the podium!

my coolest, nicest, loveliest picture! thanks varsha! (: i owe you one. :D

shhh. please dun disturb! i'm sleeping!

Julene, Ashley, Jolene! we're the ~~bitches~~ babes!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

ok i am onto blogging about today.

I had INTER SCHOOL SCRABBLE COMPETITION @QUEENSTOWN SECONDARY today!

and yea, i saw and met a lot of people.
loads.

ok well, i shall start commenting on my 3 games played.

1st game
opponent: nicholas cheong
score: 200. (so sad. i could have done better!)
spread: -78
he's a really really awesome player i must say.
he has a nice character too! outgoing and friendly and yea.he makes one feel really good!
and yea, i guess he was the nicest opponent i ever played with in my entire life!
yups.

2nd game
opponent: marcus mok
score: 639 (yay!)
spread: +476
he's a sec 1. innocent and all. so yea, i was rather cunning when dealing with him!
hmph. jolene is such a bully!
tsk tsk.
i'm so bad!
anyway, he doesnt challenge any of my move at all!
that's why i bingo, and bingo and bingo!
haha. (:

3rd game
opponent: chen jia yi
score: 303 (errr...so lousy!)
spread: +202
he's sec 3. was quite ok lah. he was quite nice and not stupid!
so not fun!
i wanted to thrash him so badly!
haiz .
nvm i did my best!
haha.

today was quite nice!

people whom i saw today!
1. Roysmond Sim (i was so shocked. )
2. Joshua Eng (stupid)
3. Naishad
4.Grace
5. my french classmate (i dunno his name! oops!)
6. my primary school junior (i dunno her name too!)
who else...

ok lah, actually not that many people!

so after everything, i went home.
with roysmond and joshua.
we took a taxi to bishan junction 8.
and like obviously roysmond paid for it!
haha!
he's so nice.
ok roysmond, if you see this, you better thank me! :D
from queenstown to redhill costed quite a bomb i guess.
we crapped through the whole journey.
stupid joshua.
u better study hard and don't go LAN all the time!
hmph.
and he pangseh me and roysmond.
as a result, roysmond and i had to eat at subway
joshua eng! urgghhhh.
ok nvm.
we had quite a lot to catch up actually.
haha.

thanks for the ride and the lunch treat, roysmond!

ok then i went home.

today was a tiring day.
but nice.
because i made friends!
with jason and nicholas :D
anyway.

hope we get through the qualifying round and enter the finals!
omg i just realised that this entry is so long! oops. (:

summary for sports day 2008. (11 april)

1. I LOVE MY 4 X 100M TEAM.
2. I LOVE THE BATON.
3. I LOVE MYSELF.
4. I LOVE THE TRACK.
5. I LOVE THE FEELING OF RUNNING.

most importantly,

I LOVE RUNNING CURVES!
i just realised that i can do curves really really well and i love it!
absolutely. :D

i love running.

running carefreely.

running with all my might.

running at my own pace.

running out the rythmn in me.

running to the best of my ability.

i love running.

now for part three.

we went to watch movie.
we = ashley, julene, yuan jing, candia, boon hui, varsha and me.
at first we went to orchard cineleisure because our dear varsha said that she called and checked, and there's a 2.30 pm show.
when we went there, to our horror, she got the time wrong!
it's 1310, which means 1.30, not 2.30!
tsk tsk.
anyway, we were watching SHUTTER.
so we had to rush all the way to vivocity to catch the movie!
luckily we made it in time.

yea so in the cinema (which was rather empty), we sat in this order.
ashley. julene. jolene. varsha. yuanjing. candia. boonhui.
yeah, i think it should be this way.
if i'm not wrong.
haha.
ok so the movie started.
at first it was quite ok.
then slowly.
dang dang dang!
it got scarier.
and scarier.
and scarier!
ok that was lame.

everyone was so afraid though!
and i was not!
omg jolene, you rock.
ok not really lah.
i enjoyed the movie.
it was supposed to be a horror movie, and i was laughing the whole way through!
haha weirdo man.

after that we went to the dunno what baby pool anad dunno do what there.
stone?
haha.

anyway, it was really fun!
thanks people for making my day!
yesterday was a really really tired but nice day!
i love you guys!
(:

let me continue with yesterday's blog.

jolene's blog entry on sports day part two.

as i was saying we did really really well.
i'm really really proud of our achievement!

yesterday BOUGAI did really well too!
fyi, i am in BOUGAI! and i love that house! really really much!
the inter house cheerleading competition was really a hard fight.
i could see the determination and passion the cheerleaders possessed.
they did all they could, just to win glory for BOUGAI!
although they didn't get first in the end, they're the best in my heart.
there were loads of crying, which made me cry too.
yeah.
however, at the end of the day, i guess all of us have to manage our own emotions and get on with life.
actually i've learnt that outcome isn't really important. what's most important is the learning process that we've gone through to make ourselves grow stronger and braver.

(the above sounds rather crappy. haha.)

anyway, thank you cheerleaders!
Bougai loves YOU!

Friday, April 11, 2008

i am on top of the world.

no, or maybe the roof.

my drawing or ERNIE!

ERNIE CUTE CUTE! I LOVE YOU! (:

badi, nat, me, ashley!

I LOVE MYSELF.

I LOVE ASHLEY.

I LOVE NATALIE.

I LOVE BADI.

I LOVE MY TEAM.

I LOVE EVERYTHING.

COS...

WE MAKE THE WORLD'S BEST 4 x 100m TEAM!

look at our medals!

(omg i look so retarded!)

yes we all know it, jolene.

today's 4 X 100m was really nice.

we got SECOND!

omg.

and first, obviously it was 2S!

haha super pro can!

anyway, we all did our super super best today!

we ran really well, and yea, our passing was smooth!

i am over the moon.

i guess no words can describe my happiness at all.

haha. (:

ok so yea.

1st runner: Ashley Chong. She's a freak! She was first in the lead! OMG ASHLEY.

you run like the wind! you're my idol! my super duper fast first runner!

2nd runner: Natalie Wong. Wow Natalie, you run like the wind too! haha. super style eh! youuu rockkk.

3rd runner: Sharifah Badriyah. I was how nervous can badi! When you passed me the baton, i told myself that i had to run fast. really really fast. and before that i kept psycho-ing myself! i can't screw up the passing! and we didn't! thanks for the nice passing!

4th runner: Jolene! ME ME ME! ok well no comments!

i didnt really do much to pull the whole team up as first or what lah!

i just did my very very best, i guess!

good job everyone!

i love you guys!

WE MAKE THE BEST 4 x 100 TEAM! (:

3 cheers! :D

i am really super happy today! (:

Me and Ernie!

with my nice nice hairstyle which catherine and candia tied!

Sing yi dun jealous! (:

i have decided to upload this picture that was taken ages ago!

setting: 2A classroom!

haha.

ok must give credits!

thank you miss ng si jia!

you rock!

ok that's a random post!

haha.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

i love you guys.

we'll never be apart.

never.

i love 2A!
i love my friends!

thanks everyone, for adding colour to my life! i dunno why i am typing all this, but yea.

i just realised today or recently that i'm really really fortunate to have such a nice bunch of friends!
they make me smile when i'm crying.
they make me laugh when i'm moody.
we fool around all the time.
we share little secrets.

i enjoy every moment with you all.
yes.

eww this is gonna sound mushy, but yea.

I love my super duper cool, sweet, cute and HOT friends!
ok they include: catherine, xue piao, sing yi, candia, julene, ashley, yan tian, yuanjing, boon hui, varsha, yu shu, natalie, hanis, si jia and charmaine!
loves.

hope all of us can stay like this forever (:

i'm so bored now.
ok i shall blog.

Things i anticipate about tomorrow.
1. March Past
2. X 100m Relay for Bougai.
3. 4 X100m Relay for PC Board.
4. Racing and running against JULENE LOW.
5. Bougai Cheer!
6. Going out with my cool friends.
7. Going warehouse sale with auntie veerena and mummy!
8. Get enough sleep!

i am so so so tired this week.
gosh.
)=

it's cedar's sports day tmr!

how time flies.

gahhh. 4 by 100 tmr!

i hope that we'll do fine, or rather, sprint our best, and smooth passing please!

seriously i cant afford to screw!

i will run my best tmr.

i can.

i must.

go ashley, go natalie , go badi , go jolene !

we can do it!

we'll do our best for bougai and for ourselves!

i want victory.

tomorrow.

i wanna run.

i wanna be carefree.

gosh i just came back from french class.
it sucked.
horribly.
i didn't understand a single thing monsieur was saying!
so depressed.
urghh. i was not like this in the past.
have i grown "stupider and stupider" day by day?
i really have no idea.
i gotta pull up my socks.
and yea, i screwed up literature today.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

no one deserves to make the rules of my life.

i'm making mine, myself.

super stressed the past few days.

became a glutton.

everyday eat, eat, eat.

urghhh.

ok at least its over now.

upcoming events.

1. Literature common test tomorrow.

2. Sports Day (11. 04.08)

3. Scrabble Competition @ Queenstown

5. 2.4 km napfa.

the next few days are gonna be really busy.

i want a break.

i need a break.

1) i made a fool out of myself in front of the whole school on monday.
2) i screwed up geography.
3) i screwed up maths.
4) i don't have enough sleep. very very tired, and stressed .
5) i ponned french to study history and maths at home.
6) ernie is injured!

well, that sums up my week.
i think.

gotta think positive

dream positive

be positive

we had time trial today.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

thanks howard and weizhen.
you guys rock.
(:

Shot Put 3rd.

Javelin 1st.

Discus 1st.

Here are the TROPHIES!
but sadly, those aren't mine.
they belong to howard.
you know.
haha.
good job!
and congrats!
see, you did it!
ok i am happy for you(:
stay happy and smile more often!
thanks for always being there for me!
and listening to me :D
jiayous!
you rock.

erhem, please dun get the wrong idea. (especially lim yuan jing)
howard is only my good friend.
that's it.
alright?
haha. (:

and collin, (oink oink) you cant thrash howard!
bleh.

i am sorry for all the unhappiness i caused.
i am not good enough for you.
sorry.

you destroyed everything.
you were the one.
not me.
so you have to bear the consequences i guess.
i am giving you a cold shoulder.
dun blame me for that cos i am seriously sick of everything.
stop sticking to me.
go away.

hello.
ok yesterday i went for the competition at temasek jc!
haha.
it was quite fun lah!
lol.
and guess what? we got first!
good job xuepiao, yun yi, tian yi and me!
woohoo!
*clap clap!*
yea and i realised that temasek jc is really really nice!
i love the school compound.
hmmm maybe i shall consider going there too!
hehe. (:
and the guy who was in charge of our team was really nice too!
thank you shao jie!
haha sorry arh, i anyhow walk around the school, then make you run around the whole school looking for us! haha. so paiseh!

I LOVE CEDAR. I LOVE MYSELF.
we did it. we proved you wrong, loser.
haha!
and thanks for congratulating us.
i sincerely appreciate that. (:

exams are around the corner.
stress stress stress.
i must study hard!
2A, 'PULL UP YOUR SOCKS!'
love!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

this post is especially created for YOU. and YOU.

firstly.
YOU.
stop it can or not.
bitching about me is fun is it?
you know how much i hate you?
i hate you like crap.
you suck.
and i think you know it.
such a loser man.
you think you damn good is it?
everyday law by law.
everyday flirt here flirt there.
despo until want to die.
eww.
cant stand you.
omg, like seriously get a life lah!

AND YOU.
even worse.
tsk tsk.
i nothing to say arh.
you so despo.
woodpecker+grasshopper= YOU.
omg i am so mean.
cant believe i said that.
but oops, i think you deserve it!
so i will not take back my words!
continue having fun with HIM.
you'll get ditched one day lah.
dun worry ok?

yea thats the end of my story.
thank you for your kind attention.
YOU AND YOU.
YOU GUYS SUCK.

"friends are forever, men are whatever!"
i saw this somewhere, dun rmb where, but nvm, its true.
anyway, today,this morning, i suddenly think that i'm really fortunate to have so many nice and cool friends in school!
omg i suddenly like that!
tsk tsk.

anyway, thanks people!
thanks 2A.
i love you guys!
you guys add colour to my life!
all the jokes and crap you know.
haha.

MY LOVE LIST :
SINGYI
XUE PIAO
CATHERINE
JULENE
CANDIA
ASHLEY
YUAN JING
BOON HUI
YAN TIAN
VARSHA
NATALIE
YU SHU
HANIS
SI JIA
LENG JEN
JUE YING
JING YI
JIE WEI
and all the JUMPERS.

thanks for everything!
loves.
(please note that the above is not in order!)

i'll seriously miss 2A if i get into ip.
haiya.
i love 2A!

hello.
alamak why do i always start my entry with the same word?
i better be more creative next time!

haiz.
i am SO STRESSED!
exams are all around the corner.
urghhh!
i must do it.
i can do it.
i will do it.
ok that sounds dumb.
seriously.
time for me to pull up my socks! (according to someone)
yes. i kinda agree.
i am slacking too much!
tsk tsk.
okok.
i must work hard!

next issue.
candia this is for you!
don't sad k?
you didnt screw it up, trust me.
i know you've done your best and like reached your max.
so yea, u did your best!
no worries k?
julene and sijia you too!
i love you guys!
its okay if we didnt get top 3.
4th is as good so long as we've all done our best!
so cheer up!

next.
I LOVE MY ERNIE!
ERNIE ROCKS!
ITS SO CUTE!
(:

and...
oh i forgot!
i must announce this to the whole world!
everyone everyone!
you know how many marks i got for my french exam?
44.5 over 100!
haha!
a round of applause please!
jolene, you're so smart!
hehe.

oh and wait!
i forgot!
today we started the trend of tying french plait!
me and singyi!
thanks everyone for making me pretty pretty today!
haha.
thanks catherine, candia, ashley, yan tian etc etc!
french plait is nice!

JULENE LOW I LOVE YOU! haha.
so touched right? (:

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

hello!
i am in a good mood now.
kinda i guess!

i did well for 200m!
yay!
and 4X400m.

200m i was same heat as nicole, marlene, and i dunno who else.
haha.
so damn nervous.
i just did my best, went all the way!
i am so proud of myself!
omg i cant be complacent!
hahah. (:

omg you seriously suck.
i thrashed you. you think you can run damn fast issit.
say what can beat howard in javelin.
nonsense lah. 28 m leh. wow.
you watch out. dun bully and criticise my friends arh. or you'll get it.

ok next 4 X 400m.
on the whole it was kinda screwed up.
we got FOURTH.
wah lao eh.
cant believe this.
i ran with all my might as the first runner.
and all this had to happen.
4th leh.
tsk tsk.
only if i had run faster.
haiz.
nvm i did my best i guess.
julene, candia and si jia, good run!
i was kinda dissapointed lah.
amanda was so super damn fast can!
haha.
good run everyone!
thanks tiffany for standing up for me!
loves!
leng jen you too!
and who else arh...i want to thank..
erm taffy, amanda, stephanie, samantha, clara, jolin, jinrong, chloe etc etc!
i love everyone!
haha.
i AM SO HAPPY TODAY.

this is for someone "special":
please kindly use your head if you want to say something ok.
please open your eyes big big lah ok.
dun anyhow say can?
you think you damn pro is it?
want to race arh.
anytime.
come find me.
ok?
please lah.
seriously.
i have no words to describe you.
you suck.
wah potential volleyballer hor.
hmm.

Hello.
Candia says chocolate is evil.
Hello, this is Varsha and Candia. Please visit our podcast blog: www.littlebobeepsheeps.blogspot.com and send us your emails so that you can hear them being read out on the show! :D
Jolene's cute. Im cuter. Candia also, very cute, okay, byebye!

Chocolate kills dogs.

HI JOLENE.THIS IS YUANJING. I WENT TO TOFU-SUNSHINEBREAD. SANDALA WILL KILL YOU. YOU STILL OWE ME A CHOCOLATE.