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Saturday, July 26, 2008

shut up jolene.

few more days to go. so you better stop complaining and do your work.

people, please miss me.

sent the letter.
there's no more turning back.

jolene, that's a decision you made yourself.
you are responsible for it.

I just don't understand why i am working so hard for.

Break free.
Break free from all the stress.

fuck fuck fuck.

i have tried to control myself.
not to use this word.
but i just can't.

when i look upon this busy city:
the wind whispers
the time stops
the moment lasts

but i'm still missing one thing.

i have stopped believing.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

we're drifting apart.
i don't understand why.

Friday, July 18, 2008

yeah me too

_______ says:
my daddy says its so obvious my answer is no

_______ says:
you know what, i think urs is too!

_______ says:
they say follow your heart

_______ says:
if it pains you to leave

_______ says:
means you have to stay!

_______ says:
and dont just go because you think itd be stupid not to since you already got the chance

i dont think thats like a good, 100% sure reason you want to go

I don't know what to do.
God, i need a miracle.

Jolene, you're a loser.
Cant you just make your choice?

It all depends on you.
Why are you hesitating so much?

Seriously, i havent the slightest idea what is best for me.
What do i really want in life?

I don't wanna let go of this.
But yet, perhaps letting go will be a better option for me.

this post is specially dedicated to JUMPERS. (:

Thank you Cedar Jumps Team.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for bringing me happiness.
Thank you for letting me experience so much.

I will miss training with you guys.
I will miss doing warm up, conditioning, drills and all.

I promise, if i ever make up my mind to leave, i will definitely come back to visit you guys.

Those memories will be forever stuck in my head.

Yan Rui. Wen Rui. Jacinda. Si Pei. Aisyah. Wendelyn. Melissa. Natalie. Tiffany. Yun Yun. Hanan. Syuhaidah. Nicole. Jie Wei. Jing yi. Jue Ying . Lengjen. Yi Ling. Megan.

Love you guys to bits and pieces.

strive hard to keep Cedar's flag flying high.


Wednesday marked the end of the Nationals Track and Field Championships.
It was perhaps the best day of my life.
Really. I enjoyed every part of Wednesday.
From morning till night.

The atmosphere at Chua Chu Kang was great.
It was heartwarming to see people cheering so loudly and enthusiastically for their schools!

Lots of Cedarians went down to support the team too (:
They were cheering really loudly and i was really glad.
Glad that i'm a Cedarian too; Glad that my school has such a wonder spirit.

By the way, Cedar got the C Div Champ!
okay great, i'm proud of my school. :D
When the results were announced,there was an outburst of emotions.
All of us were ecstaticm simply going crazy.

We did the victory run, sang the school song, did the school cheers, thank our supporters.
The Cedar Spirit was burning.
I was really touched.
It came to my realisation that,

At that juncture, i guess i could no longer hold my tears.
I burst out crying.

Thanks for those who hugged me and told me to be strong.
Thanks Ariel, Tiffany and Jin Rong (:
You guys made me feel much much better.
Love you guys.

The victory dinner was very very nice. It was at Swensens. (:
Ariel, Amanda, Syasya, Diana, Taffy, Jueying, Lengjen, Jin Rong and me shared a table.
I enjoyed the dinner.
Enjoyed my fellow teammates' company.
Ha, we had a great time fooling around with Ariel the Mermaid too!

The entire night was ours.
All of us had lots of fun.

But time had to pass away so quickly.
About 3 hours passed in the twinkling of an eye.
It ended.
Everything ended.

Everyone, or almost everyone couldnt control their tears.
They were lots of crying at the last part.


The team was so bonded.
At that moment, I felt so blessed and happy.
Okay. its damn hard to put it into words.

The Sec 4s are going to stop training.
They're taking their O lvls soon.
I'll miss them.
Yan Rui, Wen Rui, Jacinda, Si Pei, Shafika and Lydia.
Good luck seniors! <3! id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5232562183250961154" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qm_xeM0CUbQ/SJ3LlRXQ4wI/AAAAAAAAAwg/SomnSt4a8ss/s320/Picture+146.jpg" border="0">

Cedar Jumps 2008.
The best team on earth.

Thursday, July 17, 2008