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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Hopelessness.

I can only see darkness ahead of me.
I haven't got a slightest idea where I am heading towards.
As if I am lost in this forest and I have practically no one to call out to.

Basically to sum up,
I've lost my bearing in life.

I feel so useless nowadays.
I just cant seem to do anything right.
My piano exam was screwed.
Maths results was screwed.
Everything doesnt seem good.

Yet despite of all the unhappiness,
I have to drag myself to school everyday,
And pretend that I'm happy.
I really wish I could stop putting up that strong front.
Cause I am really sick and tired of it.
I want to be ME.
And not someone else.

Perhaps i shouldn't bottle up too much.
Or I might become crazy one day.

Yes.

Thanks to people who have been standing by me all these while.
If not for your support and encouragement, I'll probably collapse.

Jolene loves you guys forever.

P.S. Singyi I love your hug. (: