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Sunday, August 10, 2008
040508.

Perhaps i shouldn't have fallen for you.

You've hurt me over and over again.
You've disappointed me.
But yet, I just can't stop myself from liking you.

I've tried very hard.
Tried very hard to forget you.
Tried very hard to tell myself to not like you.
Tried very hard to pretend that you didn't exist.
Sadly, all these attempts were futile.

I just can't stop myself from thinking about you.
I can't stop myself from replying to your smses.
I can't stop myself from talking to you everyday.
I can't seem to control my heart anymore.
No longer.

I know I shouldn't be like that.
But I still can't help it.

I persuaded myself to be interested in things that you like.
Even though I don't really like it.
And this is what I get?

Now that you've occupied my heart, it's so hard to get rid of you.

I hate to face my feelings.
Or rather, i don't have the guts to.
I don't have the guts to tell you what I feel straight in the face.

There's no way i can ever muster up my courage to do that.

For the first time in my life, I've experienced this kind of feeling.
Helplessness.
Uncertainty.
And you're the one who caused all these.

I think I should keep a distance.
We all need a break.
To reconsider what we really want.

I have to stop myself before it gets too late.
Before I love you too deeply.

040508.
You appeared in my life on that day.