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Friday, May 30, 2008

i'll hang on. (dated Thursday, 15 May 2008)

thanks for willing to give me the chance to try it out. i really appreciate it.

i'm very very tired now. but i can't give up, or else i'll be deemed as a loser. that isn't what you want, jolene. you know best. i've seen myself change over the months. that's good enough i guess. i'm contented. i know i'm just not up to standard, but i'll try my very very best. i promise you. i'll prove it to you. i'll show you that whatever you've done has not gone down the drain. perhaps i need time, but i'll do my best, somehow. i really dun wanna let you down. i must overcome that difficulty. somehow, i have to find a way out. i can't always be living in my comfort zone, complacent, not wanting to budge and get out of that zone.

thanks for not giving up on me. thanks for making me feel that at least my existence does matter.

i promise to do my best for you.
i won't be a coward and give up easily.





















there's still a long way. i'll get on with this journey bravely, staring down at all the difficulties that block my path.