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Friday, June 15, 2007

I am crying now...So upset with all the things happening around me. People said that i have changed. Have i really? Yah, perhaps i have changed le bah...But wat can i do? Sometimes i feel that i dun even noe hu i am! its ridiculous! isn't it? I juz noe my name: Jolene Lee. Wat else do i noe? I am useless. I suck at everything. I'm really one horrible person. So many project works. I can't breathe. Recently, so many things have happened. So much that I felt so ill the past few days. I can't stand the pressure anymore! I miss all my frens in primary sch. Especially sufen. I quarrelled wif her for lyk so many times and it was until the end of the year that I realised that she is my best friend. Ha, Joey oso. Now, wat has become of me? A useless bum! Have i really changed? I dunno it either...life has been so miserable since i started pursuing my dreams...Its really hard to pursue it...it seems to be flying away from me. How i wish i would never grow up. I would be foreva a child playing wif my Barbie dolls! Growing up is a painful process... Can anyone please tell me wat to do? Have i really changed? PLEASE TELL ME! I FEEL SO MISERABLE! SOB.SOB...